No Pain No Gain

resolution x-over.

2009-12-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

my heart aint gonna open anymore.

not anymore.

merry christmas to all.

and a happy new year.

this is my loneliest christmas.

ever.

i've had enough of waiting

for people who will never come back

had enough.

like a fool

2009-08-01T19:07:00.002+08:00

Now my turn to not be able to be alone.

my mind is full of you.

thoughts running wild.

just like you before.

staring at the comp everyday.

waiting for you.

im just like a fool.

yet im happy to do that.

anything for you.

when you're gone

2009-07-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

他妈的, 这次真的受伤了

心。比起以前，从来都没有那么痛过。

你已经不知不觉地走进我的心了。

我要你回来...

我真的好想你。

Hi

2009-06-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

maybe it will remain in my heart for as long as it can

until the day it fizzles out. without you knowing. i hope.

as if.

2009-05-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

maybe not after all.

rather not disrupt other people's life.

rather you be happy as like now

and not be disturbed by my intrusion.

NOT MUCH TIME

2009-05-06T17:56:00.003+08:00

I feel happy when im toking to you.

i feel satisfied when i helped you.

i feel happy and blessed when ure beside me.

i feel good and at ease when ure with me.

i think i've fallen for u.

though i noe u may not feel the same.

and maybe,

will never have the same feelings...

i can only hope, that deep down

you will feel the same.

everyday i think abt u.

and i've got not much free time left.

Brainoplosion

2009-01-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

New word.

i just can't tell my mind to stop thinking.

pieces of you.

and i don't think u noe that.

HERE GOES AGAIN. tsk.

the countdown has just begun

2008-12-30T01:53:00.001+08:00

counting down to start of filming of FYP.

counting down to submission of FYP.

counting down to Diploma show.

counting down to Graduation Ceremony.

counting down to DOC. last hurrah in des sch.

counting to shaving head.

hahaha.

life's got so many things to count down to.

heho

2008-12-19T01:36:00.001+08:00

cant seem to trust anybody anymore.

hmm.

boxed up.

facing the four walls again.

with no ears and eyes.

nobody.

ring ring ring

2008-12-15T03:24:00.002+08:00

I yearn for that morning call again.

every morning without fail.

the more i think..

the more i...

THE DAYS ReOpening!

2008-12-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!

THE DAYS is opening its screening debut at SINEMA OLD SCHOOL on 14th December. 7.30pm!

please support the film ya?

and the handsome and pretty cast would be down there to mingle with the crowd!

18 grams of LOVE.

2008-12-05T20:57:00.003+08:00

do you know the weight of a letter?

8grams.

do you know the weight of an envelope?

10 grams.

put together and they give you 18 grams of love.

LOVES that movie man.

too bad its not showing commercially.

haha.

but u guys can catch it at sinema OLD SCHOOL. screening dates differs yo.

hahaa.

really worth the 8bucks or so u gonna pay for it.

its the first local film im so proud of man. =D

Coolioistic

2008-12-05T00:49:00.002+08:00

UH HUH.

cool cool cool.

hahah. feel damn cool to won Fly By Night!

hee! =)

have a feeling that this crew will end up tgt producing lots more award winning works! =D

well. 3 things to update.

1. FBN is over, now for IFF and SIFF. =)

2. FYP is now officially starting.

3. and im missing someone. still.

FYI

2008-11-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

失去过，更珍惜拥有..

FACTS

2008-11-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

Didn't expected this happening to my career of camps.

But like what Jacen told me,

"there's always an end to anything, including this."

Yea, i guess it's true no matter how much passion and love you have for club and camp.

and yup,

u got your wish.

bet you gonna be happy.

BYE D.O.C.

at the end of the day, you will know who is your true friend

true friend stand by you. Not against.

and i feel so sorry for vaani.

FANTASTIC 4

2008-10-28T00:42:00.002+08:00

the 4 of us, bonded and never gonna leave each other behind anymore.

thanks bros.

update update N fun!

2008-09-27T16:44:00.003+08:00

hahaha! its been a busy week for me man.

in and out of hospital not fun at all ah.

funerals after funerals not fun ah. LOL.

on a fun-ner note,

flyer have been awesome thou sometimes kenna overawed by the amount of strangers arnd me. HHAHAHAA. queen shld noe tt.TSK.LOL.

SIP about to end soon thou,

im so gonna miss everybody in the office!HAHA!

but nothing beats than going bak to sch and see ur kickass frens! =)

oh ya, happy bird day LING WEIXIANG. HOPE YOU DON'T BREAK UR NOSE AGAIN HUH.=D

F1 is abt to start! only tv viewing pleasure. LOL.

everyday with you is like in heaven.=)

fate

2008-09-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

guess i'll never have that kind of life..

guess i'm fated to live like this ba..

why cant anybody understand me.

is alwaz me trying to understand people.

its tiring sometimes u noe.

and

lonely.

THE DAYS

2008-09-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

FIRST OF ALL OF ALL THINGS.

TO PRISCILLA A.K.A MY DAUGHTER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

HAHAHA. 17 ALREADY.MUZ TREASURE E PPL AROUND YOU YA.

SEE! I DEDICATE THIS BLOG (NOT ENTIRELY) TO YOU LEH. LOL!

SECONDLY.

THE DAYS IS COMING TO TOWN!

11 SEPTEMBER 2008!!! AT ALL GV CINEMAS!

MUST SUPPORT LOCAL MOVIES K!

thirdly,

OYJ misses everybody in TP and the queen. =)

hhahaha.

emotions

2008-09-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

don't you know that your every change of emotions will strike a chord in me?

...

Reunion!

2008-08-24T12:42:00.002+08:00

i cant believe my eyes when i saw all four of us reunited.

haha!

its so amazing! so unbelievable!

after so long, we got to meet up tgt FINALLY.

hahaha!

one by one, each and every one of us juz called and went to join up.

man, i swear that sight is really a joy to behold. =D

and there was nehneh and warren too!!

haha!

so heartwarming..=)

firstly is saw wx,apple,eric,jiahui at subway.

den they said jacen joinin up.

haha.

i went off first, hoping to meet em there too.

and we saw each other after everything ends

and jiahui got lost again. tsk. hahaha. =P

den there was mark with his Y cube. HAHAHHA

he was walking from the same direction and place as fiona!

but they nv saw each other! LOL.

oh ya.

telepathy still works,if ure reading this. =)

realisation

2008-08-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

i juz realised sth.

that we are graduating REALLY SOON.

hahahha.

im still thinkin abt my FYP idea thou.

have got some scratchy ideas.

nid to storyboard it and screenplay it.

and im buying a mp3 soon yo.

woohooo!

been so happy at work yo.

really enjoying wat im doing right now.

really wat a typical producer wld do. heh.=D

fantastic 4, 3 of em is flying off to thailand liao.

gonna miss themof course!

but..

they gonna be bak by 2wks time. not to worry =)

dream of a forest

2008-08-07T23:52:00.003+08:00

hahaha

i never know i wld miss out so much abt wads happenin in sch!

burst water pipe coz of josh and his 'fire hazard' precautions!

so much for that!

hahahaha!

saw vaani today, almoz wanna hugggggg herrrr!!!

so so so happy to see her. hurrr =)))

and! auditions are fun yooooo

except for that directing and filming part, hell lotsa energy sappded.

hahahahah..

if anybody wanna participate in a upcomin drama on channel 5, do tag me!!!

for main leads wor!! hahahah

on the lookout for

young, 14-26 years old females and males!

hahahah

and this national day is a different wan, coz im sip-in, feeling so diff

from past times..lol.

and im flyin off on sat nite yo! woohoo! hurrr.=)

oh ya, SIP really let me learned alot of things i'll never learn in school or where. seriously. =)

lone

2008-07-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

first 3 days of SIP.

not used to not havin everyone around me.

like a touch of handphone, mark and jacen will be here.

weixiang will still be slpin at home. hahaha.

now.

one east one west. man...

ahahah.

but workin conditions nv been better.

plannin shots and doin all plannin for a new drama.

woohoo..=) enjoying. but tiring. hurhur.

i got a feeling,

a hunch.

that ayzeel..

hhahaha.

not gonna say it here,ask me personally and i'll say.

hahaha.

ate dinner alone today.

haha.that feeling.

omg.

nose will be sour.

that feeling.

even more pain than my gastric.

haha.

wadeva.

dun wanna care liao.

since no one...

haha.dumbme.

if you cry,

my heart will cry along...

i want to be the one to make you smile.

not cry...

after all

2008-07-20T18:06:00.002+08:00

have to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, after all..

cometh the hour

2008-07-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

its so near that i get butterflies in my stomach.

SIP

excited.nervous.happy.mind-boggling.

this is my feelings and emotions right now.

running thru my veins.

every single one of them...haha.

how i wish i can turn back the time.

back to when i was year 1. or 2.

hurrrr.

now?

OLD.

hahahah.

and a recap to my previous 'achievements'..

'06-disney empire.

'07-tprawks.red.kelvon.ayton.aytrax.elvis.rangers.

'08-paleax.franco.frankoy.frankos.francton.franzer.

so nice!

i love u all!!! =DDD

heart.

2008-07-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

敗家子

i was never part of

dream dream =)

2008-07-06T13:42:00.003+08:00

yayness. going to dreamforest for internship.

hahhah.

finally getting to do wat i want to.

pre pro~

niceeeee

and things are not turning out to wat i expected of it since the start of the term.

some might noe wat the hell am i toking abt here.

hahaha.

but will work tt out soon.

hmm.

been busy wif scripts lately.

guess tts wat im gonna do for SIP too

considering the style of the company.

hahaha.

revamp of the organisation soon. as wat fiona said to me.

hahaha.

its not to undermine.

but to ensure efficiency.

or humanity if u wanna call it.

alrite.

clarke quay b4 end of the wk k?

i promise.

heeee.

siao pear!

2008-07-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

wah wah wah!

hurrr

went to ecp early in e morning!

even asked april for directions lah

and almoz got stalked by herrrr..

ahhahaa.

cycled like nobody's business althou e hours like shortttt

coldnt get enuff out of tt bike.

woohoo~

haha

went bak hm nxt.

got changed.

went to sentosa

hahaha

siao pear rite?

and u noe wat?

we actually wanted to go sg flyer and ubin yo.

bt i promised liao

flyer next yo.

sentosa on the sand.

haha

stup stunts we did all e way.

hahaha..

first time so relaxed.

phew...

haha!

i think i dun mind doin this everyday.

your mood and everything affects.

in a good way.

telepathy

2008-06-22T01:53:00.002+08:00

wow.

mind busting sia

a look at my mountain of work first den the amount of activities.

coming wk whole wk is formal wear pls.

wah rao eh

mon and tues for presentation 3

thursday for 2 presentations

first is for CommDA

next is for tv programming

clash siaaaaa.

and i haven finish my individual concept

hahaha

den friday got greater than 60 design centre opening.

LOL lah.

and!

we got alot of places to 'go'

hahaha

ubin..

clarke quay

city hall..

hahaha.

pandamonium!

2008-06-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

haahaha.

i almoz died laughin in there cannnn.

walked back in the wee hours.

really relaxed yo.

and we managed to walk the wrong way bak.

stup boon lay extension line lah.

hahaha.

for 2 consecutive days leh.

sia lah.

i cant believe it.

hahaha. =)

clifton.u will alwaz be in my heart.

ALWAYS

THANKS FOR BEING A MENTOR AND A FRIEND TO ME.

i will miss you. =)

no matter where u gonna be.

no matter what.

clifton lam will alwayz be in my heart.

rest in peace mentor...=)

oh my god?

2008-06-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

haha.

went to marina wif dawnnnn and berrr finally.

hahaha.

called me so last min lah. u all rmb ah.is not i late big time.

is u 2 princesses called me sooooo last min can.

haha. =P

oh ya.

my new hair suxxxx yoo.

i so wanna feel like killing that stup hairdresser of mine.

hahaha.

think i kinda screwed up for my OST interview.

dunno. think i got too much in my mind when inside e interview.

haha.

and i feel like going snow city yo.

feel like going chomp chomp.

feel like going to see sunrise.

feel like walking aimlessly again in a random place.

before i go for SIP.

wooo.

not tt sip is tt scary.

but is actually e tot whereby i cant see my fellows in sch.

cant tok to em.

cant enjoy those lil bitching moments.

hhaha.

SIP.

2008-05-31T23:02:00.005+08:00

so.

tues is interview for ireland thingy.

wanna clear tt frm my mind first.

woohoo

and was it a good thing after all?

i dunno.

lets wait and see yea? hur.

oh and ya.

im cutting my hair.

damn.

hahaha.

i've already moved on.

faster than u thought.

kiss me,

before everything goes up e sky.

the big blue sky with no stars

and yes,

thanks for all e lies.

u noe wat im thinking? =)

2008-05-28T15:50:00.004+08:00

haha.

went to bishan instead of sch.

wth~~

saw these ppl at tp bridge.

was abt to enter sch

got dragged all e way to bishan instead.

wth~

hahahah

had pizza,movie marathon and lotsssss fun dwn there.

ama,yuan and cheryl cutted their hairrrr!

omg!!!

yuan look like cleopatrA

cheryl look like sultry princess

ama look as elegant as ever. juz tt bit of auntishness more.

hahahaha.

'hanged' arnd j8 until 10+?

lotsa of picsssss

den contemplated wif sab n viv whether to cut or not to cut.

hahah.

siao pear...=X

and people!

please vote more!

tell more ppl to vote k!

design need to restore glory!

do ur part k! =D

and of course lah,

VOTE FOR ME!!!

VOTE VOTE VOTE!

2008-05-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

today went to help in grad nite.

got lotsa feelings in heart and mind.

haha.

no wonder ppl keep sayin me emo recently.

and yea,i found myself really fellowed alot after DOC.

dunno y yo.

haha.

maybe its coz yr 3 stress?

i dunno.

nth is for sure, that i noe.

seems to be sayin i dunno alot nowadays.

haha.

and yes

history has repeated itself.

ber,if u readin this,

haha,gimme a call yo.haha

HISTORY REPEATED.

haha.

and yea,grad nite,

so we went to help,

well,nt much of help thou

shldnt hav enlisted DSC help lah,so stup of CG.

got so many SAs liao.

sot ar.

haha.

idiot.

hahaha.

seeing all e seniors in their robes.

woo~~

exciting can.

lookin to my turn nxt yr.

and yea,

maybe gg europe for SIP.

ireland~~

siao liao ar

hahaha.

and YES!

I AM STANDING FOR ELECTIONS AGAIN!

VOTE FOR ME K!

27TH MAY CYBER CENTRE!

Freedom

2008-05-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Freedom thou shall have.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

2008-05-12T01:19:00.003+08:00

i really cant bear to face the fact that

3 years in poly is coming to an end.

really cant bear to leave em.

and tp.

we had joy.

we had fun.

we had seasons in the sun.

how true and reminicising this sentence is.

friends forever.

how true? =)

2008-05-10T01:27:00.001+08:00

You entered: Ong Yi Jie
There are 8 letters in your name.Those 8 letters total to 49There are 4 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 4
The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.
The expression or destiny for #4:Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.
The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.
If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 11
A Soul Urge number of 11 means: With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.
If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.
If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.
The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

Your Inner Dream number is: 2
An Inner Dream number of 2 means: You dream of close and meaningful relationships, cooperation with those around you; family and friends. You want to be a peacemaker and mediator. You present an image that you are a very pliable and easygoing person who would be very easy to get along with.

K.O.

2008-05-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

oh well

guess i lost it after all.

haha.

ye hao ba.

hahaaha.

zhu fu.

good game.GG

2008-05-03T02:02:00.002+08:00

i dont wanna lose e game.

this game is too important to me.

but

i feel i'm losing the game.

tell me...

have we won e game?

seeing is believing | Design | Camp Evolution | Loves

2008-04-25T01:51:00.005+08:00

haha...abit late in keeping track but, nonetheless, i still managed to or rather, still remember vivdly wat happened during camp.

this year's theme for our orientation camp is

Camp Evolution.

As the the name suggests, everybody evolves during and after the camp. =)

day 0 was great, as alwayz, Franco managed to keep up with our own 'planned' schedule. =)

day 1 was a little abit disappointing for me thou, as the freshies, as usual, were not that responsive to the GLs' cheerings and noises. haha. cant blame e GLs at all. they did their best. i know. and i never blamed them. they really worked their socks off, shouting at e top of their voices, making themselves heard and seen. oh wells, first days are alwayz like this. =) i was really hoping not to stress the GLs out when debriefing them. i knew they were really stressed e moment they saw their freshies. their jaws were as wide as a toilet bowl.hahaha.

day 2 was much much better, had flag making, tp wide games and sentosa. =D i noe alot of freshies wld hav been 'wowed' by the fact tt we are able to bring 500+ ppl out of sch and into sentosa at tt time ya? hee..=)

We are DESIGN.

that's what i can say. =)

hmm...good to see all e freshies enjoying the night out at sentosa, moonlighting and playing games under e moonlight.

hahaa..i was more worried abt my GLs thou..many have them were half dead as soon as they arrived in sentosa lah. juz tt they kept to the GLs' code of conduct. FRESHIES OUT THERE, WE GLs DO HAVE A CODE OF CONDUCT.

hahaha...this is e first time i really felt my heart being so 'pain' when i saw all my GLs looking so tired and my freshies so fatigued. haha..life of a FA is not tt good as a GL.

day 3. my worst moment and one of the most down moments in my ENTIRE LIFE.

doh juz at e WRONG moment and time of the camp when e empire needed manpower e most.

i shldnt have played tt game.

shldnt hav 'slack' when pulling.

i really regret not being able to see through e entire camp with my fellow FAs.

was really feeling damn rotten after i knew i got to be wheeled.

mind was blank.

however, e moment i saw crys and chrys,i knew i gt to b strong...

but my foot juz cant listen to me...

no matter how i pretented to be strong..

it went soft and weak on me..

stup leg.

really felt like crying...

dunno why..

but i juz feel tt i was really sorry that i let my entire empire down

i shld hav and could hav done more and not gettin injuries juz like tis.

the feeling of being wheeled simply sucks.

i dun like those eyes on me.

juz feel sad and even more saddening when u noe wats happening now and wats happening next but yet u cant take part.

especially when u knew wat u could have done at tt point of time.

i dunno hw to put it into words.

but i know i putted

extra burden and responsibilities on chrystal as well as my GLs.

totally unnecessary.

day 4. finale. shld hav been a happy moment as we break camp.

but somehow,

felt sad tt i could hav done much more and better.

yes.

real sad.

i love camps.

i love my freshies.

i love my GLs even more.

but i could not do anithing.

coz of tt stup leg of mine.

however!

haha..

camp ended on a high note though. =)

felt so satisfied when i saw all,

every single one of e freshies know our FRANCO trademark cheer. =D

mind you,

FAs also know these cheers k.

FAs were also GLs b4.

hahaha...

really dunno how to put it into words.

u got to hear it frm me. =)

and us, FRANCO.

one for all, all for one.

the FRANCO Spirit.

camp camp camp!!!

2008-03-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

yea!

finally something for me to be happy abt!

C-A-M-P!

yes!

i mean yessah!!

ahahaha

DOTC 2 is gonna b fun yo..hee! =D

after weeks and days of hard work,now is finally e final testing phase of the camp!

woots!

caleb,if u reading this now,do prepare a piece of tissue paper ya?

hahaha!

caleb is one of the best GLs and main comm i ever worked with!

in case u all dunno who e hell is caleb, u gt to noe him ya!

although same aged,bt i really,truly admire his ability,leadership.

not everytime i would praise anybody like tt wor!

coz i believe in earning respect through sheer hard work and ability.

and yea,u really gt my respect.

tom!

u are e best analyzer of the market le larh! =D

haha..juz feel like paying tribute to these guys who have really contributed alot to both TP and design school.

eh,siao lian eh,if u aspire to b in e main comm,these are e guys u gt to look up to!

they are e pride of design school...

crazy

2008-03-26T13:57:00.004+08:00

haha..call me crazy or wat...actually went for production even thou juz had operation in e mornin...

and the result?

hahahaha

kenna curfewed by e crew to juz "yi jie! go sit dwn! dun u stand up!"

"yi jie! why are u standing up?! go sit larhh!"

ahahha...

everybody was like tt ytd...so hilarious,i mean i find it really funny!

hee...everybody was like so nervous whenever i got up or wat...hahaa,bt, yea,i noe i shldnt b there...

from april all e way dwn to my own art dept..haha! kenna curfewed lah. dotz.

and oso thru phone!

somebody called me and said

"u shld b goin home! ur leg muz rest! dun stay k?"

den april and i started gossiping again...hahaha

damn love gossiping wif her...oops =X

fri is camp...and my leg shld b ok by den ba..hopefully...

coz gt to lead e camp in PT...haha

and i love my empire...=D

franco!

and u noe wat?!

everybody is tokin in my language!!!

hahaha!!

doneded..fineded...go-ded..all those!

hahaha..so hilarious when i heard beng huat tokin in tt ytd..imagine!

2008-03-23T23:41:00.003+08:00

真的有人爱過我吗?

累了...

痛了...

哭了...

april!

2008-03-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

went for april's shoot today...

i mean for the past 3 days..

beng huat was ESPECIALLY nice these 2 days can...

haha,he was smiling and rocking ,yes, literally rocking all e way for the disco scene.

school was hell lotsa fun wif the main cast...

haha!

i had bruises everywhere man!

and u noe wat????

the crew took pics of me while having make up put on by weili!

and!

me having centre parting!

thks to steiner and april and the crew lah!

hahaha...

kenna punched by justin, kicked by jem, whacked by the idiot bench,flesh juz literally came off frm my finger.

fell on the floor for so many takes tt my knee and elbow hurts like hell...

blue black all over the thigh area...

damn...

acting is really not fun!

bt its addictive...hehe...

hmm...

going for operation on tues le...lets hope everything is alrite...

but...doc says otherwise...

i think i really cant take it anymore...

thought of not being to play soccer anymore after tt is really unbearable...

ever tried crying on the streets?

noticed each other amongst crowds and hordes of people...

yet u still chose to leave me...

why cant we give ourselves a chance...

to prove that i am really the one to protect u frm anymore harm...

guess it's too late to say this...

i love you

nonetheless

yi jie is sad...

2008-03-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

been trying to make myself not think...

the feeling sucks...

seriously...

and i wanna cut my hair..hahhaa

looking forward to camp...

everything comes after camp...

i juz wan e camp to b smooth....

really..

or maybe,

at the first place...

i dun even hav the right to

hav tt

emotion...

titleless...

2008-03-12T02:45:00.001+08:00

maybe...

not...

in your...

hmm...

decision...

grappling...

p2...

2008-03-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

hahaha...

been busy wif lotsa stuffs recently..

been here and there in e school..

been staying late...

been out for productions..

whether april's or p2's...

been worrying abt frens...

been thinking...

been considering...

hmm..

sometimes...

really wondering...

frens arnd us are actually vulnerable...

to outside dangers...

outside risks...

hmm..

but...

nevertheless...

im still happy...

i got all my frens...

fiona,jacen,mark,wx,syafiq,ain and so so so many frens in this small small sch...

fortunate...

lets all treasure each other ya?

lets not hav anithing come in between us k?

weird of me saying all this here...i noe..

but gotta say..

and..

oso u...=)

glad and im thankin god and heaven...

YOU...=) my energy...

confusion

2008-02-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

don't think anybody know this ya?

i've got this tendency and niggling problem within me...

i tend to backtrack or wadeva term i can call it whenever i heard tt....

yea, its really hard to forgt sumone u really like...its really hard

tsk...ong yi jie...pls dun do stunt...

love really makes people dumb =)

2008-02-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

oh wells

as the title suggests, love really makes ppl dumb...

if you are dumb alr...fret not,coz u will only b dumber...hahaha -.-

gastric not been feeling well these days...

guess is e overnights i had tts causing this...

and guess wat??!!

i got to start work immediately for steiner!!!! wth...im so 'pleased' can. arrghh...

xin fu...hehe...=)

camp + friends = love

2008-02-06T16:38:00.000+08:00

i find this equation rather amazing...haha

derived from the last camp i had, i experienced somewhat a bonding and 'friendshipping'

camp...hahaha

discovered quite alot of new aspects of camp,friends and and ! love.....~~~

lalalala~~

alrite..now for new year! but blur u, u will not b by my side...=(

oh well, at least not too bad thou...hee..=)

DOTC 2 here we go!!

truly madly deeply

2008-01-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

i'm so into u...=)

life haven been better for me i guess, camp is comin,and i love camps to bits ya noe?

hahahha...and yes, i found her....=)

a good leader is not a good manager

work is work

play is play

a picture tells a thousand words part 1

2008-01-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

hahaha, as the title suggests, a picture tells a thousand words...

a thousand words about my love for them.....and them...haha =)

watch this!

2008-01-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

watch this man!

be the man!

watch it!!!

http://203.211.129.101/video_dedication/2007/school2007.swf

progs updates

2008-01-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

upcoming events for 2008:

Jan: D'Olympics

DOC interviews

February: Valentine's day

Adopt-it Charity Event by DSC

March: DnD by TPSU

DOTC maybe?

April: P2!!! (omgomg)

FOW/FOC AY 08/09

DOC AY 08/09

End of Year 2! saddddddd bt happy...hahaha

i cant believe it man, i was actually badmouthed during random person's public speaking CDS class. whats e link with me sia?

hmm...i wonder...hahaha,heck care lah, mouth is random person's, not mine, let it rot let it rot let it rot...haha

next thing i cant believe it myself one is that D'Olympics is actually this saturday! and i haven even kicked a ball for like dunno hw many months u see...let alone me, my whole team haven touched a ball for dunno how many god forsaken years. hahahha.

and we are playing this saturday. 0.0

adopt-it + S.O.T. = crazy!

2 charity events and its TP-wide at one go!

can kill people can!

im already half-dead btw.

hahaha

i wanna go out again!!!

tsk

u heard me!

move ur hand now!

nothing nothing...

2007-12-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

tired...tired...

season of greetings!

2007-12-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

may e force be always be wif u all!!!

and and...

please ppl!

add me back in your MSN,hotmail, friendster and wadeva accounts!! coz my account kenna hacked as u noe!!

oyj_88@hotmail.com!

thks a million!!

got a problem man...

2007-12-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

ok, first of all,

this is not a good week for me..

first, my hotmail account cant log in,seems that my password have been reset or changed...

in other words, kenna hacked!

den...

i cant sign in to MSN!!!! GRR!!!!

seems that my MSN account have also been hacked into and password gotten changed!!!

u see, i was thinking, who the hell was so cb and fucked up to hack my account..and it was 2 at one go...and cb, i den realised that, both my accounts have got similar passwords...

den...

i oso juz realised that my friendster account oso kenna hacked!!!

damnit,its oso e same password...fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck...cbd

so if ppl, u see me, as in my account, yijie_ong88@hotmail.com appearing online, pls ask that fellow to fuck off and that i'll will fuck his mum upside down no matter hw old is she...and not forgettin to kick his ass so hard that he will realise he haven got e balls already and of course! give me back my account!...cbd...fire is really buildin up in me as i type nw...fuckerrooney...

and yea,

i juz changed all my passwords to wadeva accounts i have got...all bcoz of that son or daughter of a bitch...cbd...

pics pics...emo emo=)

2007-12-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

me,angie,yiyang,weepeng,ben

Tadah,

heres e pics taken frm e outing..haha,wish there wld b more...=)

i've got a feeling

dunno its true..hahaha

guess i'll be following on it...hmm...

and PEOPLE!

MY VIDEO WILL BE SHOWN AT ESPLANADE FROM 30TH DEC-31ST DEC 2007!!

MAKE SURE U'LL BE THERE YA!!!

=) =) =) =) =)

updates updates.....

2007-12-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

firstly, i got to say tt i miss otc...tsk tsk...

went out wif 5B gang ytd,had hilarious and ridiculous moments wif them ytd...haha!

u wldn't believe it if u saw it urself!!

well i guess u would if its wee peng!

haha!

we were eating at sakae and halfway thru after some stunts frm ms 'lao de' lai, next came wee peng's stunt...hahaha

he was trying very hard,and really concentrating real hard to cut that piece of ice-like sushi when suddenly all i saw i was chopsticks and soy sauce flying everywhere...imagine it..haha!

den the next thing i saw was angeline hand n shirt n hair kenna e soy sauce frm wee peng's stunt...haha!

basically had fun wif them lah..beats havin spend time wif some of my poly frens..she suck man..haha

den at nite,caleb e cutlet called

caleb

"yi jie, are u free tml?"

"yea, why?"

caleb

"can help me attend a I guides meeting? 10am,TCC,think until 12pm ba.." "can?"

"orh...ok lor..."

lolz..tts hw i gt 'cheated' to today's meeting..hahaha..saw CK den we laughed abit sea hum and sarah...hahahah...TP rawks!

ending of block!!

2007-11-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

wahahaha...im so happy!!! =))))

haha..we are ending block soon! hols coming up and e chance to earn ker chings!

been stuffed with lotsa stuffs lately man

first was the animation im taking...damn,stucked inside a class of yr 1s...

and guess wat?

they are all my freshies frm camps!!

damn malu can...hahaha

but they are very frenly lah thou...hee =D

second! my scriptwriting class damn stressed up!

all e work piling up machiam mountain lor! damn it...still got to help jacen with his audio module too...hahaha

i like audio more thou...haha!

woohoo...hols coming,i cant help bt keep thinking abt it....heheh...

wonder wat can i do during 2 mths of rottin time...hmm... =)

birthdays and stunts.....=)

2007-11-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

first of all...

happy birthday to 40 cents a.k.a ms song simeng!

and lois kwan shu en!

damn...i seem to like to announce ppl full name...=)

lucky! i dun hav e fetish to reveal ur ages ya? be glad ya noe? hahaha

hmm...seems that i did not join FO after all...

feeling the pain and regret nw thou...

haha,but guess will go away soon?

mi n jacen got this super crazy but ambitious idea of developing our own script for film fest

yeah man~~

i think im gonna giv it a shot

as well as the MOF competition on Budget.

tokin of that,damn,thats a tough nut ya noe?

none of us in class understand e exact function of country's budget!

damn it...hahaha..but e exposure is sure good man

oh wells

got to go do my intersitial for UNICEF liao...

ADIOS!

troubles troubles....

2007-11-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

ok, u cant possibly juz blame somebody who dun even noe wat went wrong in e whole 'saga' isn't it?

i mean,tt fellow dun even noe wats going on at e first place ya, and its tt gal's big fat, inflated ego wreaking havoc in her heart AND mind again...

wat the hell...

anyway

was absolutely flabbergasted these few days leading up to weeks.

first, scriptwriting class lecturer was horrible...

e speed at which she toks,man...even a snail is faster...

second, undecided whether to join FOC or not...

not the most difficult decision to make thou...

but without ur trusted frens arnd u, its just not e same feeling and atmosphere altogether isn't it?

hmm...hw i admire SP, NP, NYP and RP ppl...dun nid to worry abt joining camps coz they dun even hav one...hahahah! oops....

oh wells...

will try to come to decision soon...=)

CIAOZ!

party...

2007-10-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

seems that im missing out on quite alot of parties...

hmm....

feeling damn bad...hahaha

oh well,juz some random thoughts and thus this random post...=)

and sch is starting in a abt a few hrs time...lolz

got this kind of nostalgia...don't know y.

wishing upon the stars

2007-09-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

i've got so much to tell u

from e bottom of my heart...

but i juz cant get it out of my mouth

i don't know why.

yearn to see you even more

in each passing day and night

and here i am

wishing upon the stars.

blues....

2007-09-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

saddening days.....

at least e consolation was

e sacking of jose mourinho....wahaha~~

u noe wat yj?

'wat?'

u are sad...

Hols~~~!!

2007-09-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

woot~~~

hols le ar!!!!!

well, endin of block soon!!!

TO SHIRLYN:

thank you for ur guidance!!!

Final Assignment

2007-09-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

haro haro!

this post is only for lecturer's view ya!

ok...

actually i was undecided over which posters to go for.

i created 3 posters using photoshop

with Piet Mondrian's style of lines and boxes.

also, with my style of videography and overlaying pictures.

the videography pictures especially, are pictures that best represent my style.

the reason why i designed my poster in this way is that,

i wanna infuse a 'flowing' feel of storyboard.

and this storyboard is encased in a Piet inspired lines and boxes.

all in all, the pictures in the storyboard were carefully selected so as to create a

storyboard kinda feeling.

i believe in inspiration, and i can say that Piet Mondrian really impressed and inspired me into doing this new kind of storyboard. although not practical as yet, but my style and Piet's style are infused into this poster. below are my development works.

i still think tt they can be put up too... :p

black and white version coloured version
1st stage 2nd stage

Video appreciation!!!!

2007-09-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

haha...ok,as the title name suggests, i've uploaded a video of my previous work.

hmm...the video is a strong reflection of my style in videography.

humour and romance.

hahaha.

hmm...

ok, now i will explain about the video ya?

hmm...

the title of the video is " I'm Not Gay."

a short clip regarding 2 guys and a girl.

John, a TP student is a good friend of Kelvin's.

John is a classmate of Jane, who likes him.

One day, kelvin came to find John.

while at the bus stop, john asked kelvin about the tactics on wooing girls.

Kelvin agreed to teach him.

while teaching, jane, coincidentally was across the road and saw everything.

or rather, misunderstood everything.

and the rest os history....

"you faggot!"

comments comments....hehe...

my style his style = fusion

2007-09-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

alrite, inspiration really play a big part in my style and way of doing things.

for this particular exercise, im inspired by Piet's style of using lines and boxes, such simple tools in drawing.

i decided.

to use his style.

and fuse it into my works.

video screenshots i mean.

as a publicity poster if u wanna call it.

however,

it aint that easy to do.

hahahha

shirlyn wants final product to be under 50kb!

which is like abit impossible ar!

did that just nw,

bt not tt successful. so did not post.

hahaha

will be coming out with my final poster after the weekend ya.

stay tuned!

<--------Look on the left

2007-09-06T03:40:00.000+08:00

Woot....initial stages...

will be improving it ya...

anyway, i'll be doin on my style on my next post. Hah.

Ciaoz!

My Chosen Designer

2007-09-05T02:19:00.000+08:00

Broadway Boogie-Woogie, 1942

Composition with Red, Yellow and Blue 1921

Hi guys! My chosen designer is Piet Mondrian. This is the picture of him(right) and his works(above).

And these are some basic information about him. Enjoy!

Piet Mondrian, 1939

Piet Mondrian (March 7, 1872 – February 1, 1944) was a Dutch painter and an important contributor to the De Stijl art movement, which was founded by Theo van Doesburg. Despite being well-known, often-parodied, and even trivialized, Mondrian's paintings exhibit a complexity that belie their apparent simplicity. He is best known for his non-representational paintings consisting of rectangular forms of red, yellow, blue, or black, separated by thick, black, rectilinear lines. They are the result of a stylistic evolution that occurred over the course of nearly thirty years, and which continued beyond that point to the end of his life.
Netherlands 1872 - 1912
Born at Amersfoort in The Netherlands as Pieter Cornelis Mondriaan, he began his career as a teacher in primary education, but while teaching he also practiced painting. Most of his work from this period is naturalistic or impressionistic, consisting largely of landscapes. These pastoral images of his native Holland depict windmills, fields, and rivers, initially in the Dutch Impressionist manner of The Hague School, and then using a variety of styles and techniques documenting his search for a personal voice. These paintings are most definitely representational, and illustrate the influence that various artistic movements had on Mondrian, including pointillism and the vivid colors of fauvism.

Alrite guys! Basic info training is done. Now for more 'eye-training parts'!

If you wanna know more about Piet Mondrian, do click on the link! http://www.reviewpainting.com/Piet-Mondrian.htm

http://www.pietmondrian.org/about-piet-mondrian.php

Why Piet Mondrian?

the reason why i chose Piet Mondrian is his ability to create wonderful pieces of artwork using just lines, boxes and primary colours. Few designers nowadays would be able to do that isn't it??? admiration comes into play.

However! inspiration plays a part too! my philosophy of design is tt, inspiration plays a part. How true is tt???? TRUE!

p.s: next post, i would be touching more on my style as well as my works. stay tuned!

Update on Piet!

2007-09-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Helos!

alrite peeps, its time to confirm and update you all on the poster im gonna do.

firstly, im gonna create a poster for my website, consisting of piet's style of primary colours and my style of repetition.

As im a aspiring film maker-student in temasek design school, i decided to include or rather, fuse one of my video projects into the poster. the final design isn't out yet. Therefore, wait and see!!

First posting!

2007-08-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

Wakaka~~ people,hihi!!

im doin this blog for the first time sia....haha!!

2007-08-30T19:01:00.001+08:00

hahahahhaha test test!!